pretty fun weekend
soccer
7-1

large aporto meal.

good times at musical.

good times at camden.

and its over!

don't really have much to do...so i wanted to write out thoughts...
sometimes you have these seasons where everything is lackluster...things aren't really working out the way you wanted them to...things you did a few months ago, that you let past your guard without taking care...and now...reaping the consequences..
school results that don't stack up... disorder above any sense of peace... anger and jealousy beyond any feeling of compassion and forgiveness... and of humility... or lack of, a life lived like a zombie for oh too long, a separation from ppl you so love but it becomes oh so necessary. a friend you never really took notice of is sick, and he doesn't deserve it one single bit.
haha anyway on a non like pessimistic note, for some reason i've been winning all my sport lately..its a nice change.
i would like to search God's word for a release from the strongholds that have been put up by the enemy in my life. i know when i find it that those strongholds will crash and burn, and that fire in my heart will burn for the ppl around me, not myself :S

something thats been on my heart... sometimes we can get so carried away with church...with life...with ministry..ministry....service service.... fellowship fellowship... that we're blinded... that the things that REALLY matter are the very things at the lowest priority in our lives... one of them is actually knowing God, but then of course theres...family that u need to put everything to....theres friends that you know are lost but u choose to let them live an indifferent life... so lets not be blinded by deceived hearts and conform our God to what we want him to be...but to live for who he really is as described in the bible.., reverent fear of losing God would override any slavish fear amen


cheers guys live out every minute with passion.

have a blessed week, don't waste your minutes !