just an unstructured unwinding of my mind's infrastructure
Can't stand...
-being belittled
-finding myself in a position of guilt that seems unwarranted
-100% criticism, 0% praise
-hypocrisy
-defensiveness
Can't get enough of...
-being treated like an adult and being valued
-feeling no condemnation or guilt, to a reasonable extent
-constructive criticism. acknowledgement is cool but not as important as getting feedback, always wanna be learning.
-consistency (not consistent hypocrisy though)
-acceptance when you're in the wrong
as far as when the former occurs, these are things i consciously would like to be more discerning of when they occur such that i can react in a more patient and measured manner, a Christ-like manner ultimately.
other things... i'm desiring to
-experience more victory in personal areas of sin.
-worship with my heart more so. that said, recent occasions of leading worship have been an absolute blast. can't rmbr feeling so much freedom and joy. as i have received him, let me now walk in Him with a faithful and true reflection of His ways.
-live by love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control... the last two look like a good place to start with me.
